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Name: Michael
Birthday: 8/8/1984
Gender: Male


Interests: I like to play basketball, listening to Korean OST, reading news and military magazines, be alone and just think about myself(how I can improve to become a better person), sharing thoughts with my close friends, cooking, and eat^^
Expertise: Military and current events analysis...Basketball...C programing^^
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other


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MSN: ilovecjw6111975@hotmail.com


Member Since: 11/23/2004

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Thursday, October 09, 2008

My hand tired of clicking...

><  trying to subscribe all people I know... but so many... I guess next time when I back in Xanga ba for the next wave =p


Thursday, April 10, 2008

This is a song I heard before but as I get older different feelings keep on poping out... to many it's insane to do such thing mention in the song... to love even though it means your death... but maybe... maybe there's someone worth it you might just do it... but... the more I think the more I think the owrd love isn't just narrowed to the usual relationship... Let's jump over the love of having a relationship between a guy and a girl... love means alot more... the love of friendship, family and many others... maybe Jesus is the only one who can really accomplish this... Corinthean chapter 13 4-7 is my favorite verse in the holy bible... I pray to God to allow me remembering the words every day, every hour, every min and every sec I live on the fleshly Earth...

死了都要爱
不淋漓尽致不痛快
感情多深只有这样
才足够表白
死了都要爱
不哭到微笑不痛快
宇宙毁灭心还在
把每天当成是末日来相爱
一分一秒都美到泪水掉下来
不理会别人是看好或看坏
只要你勇敢跟我来
爱 不用刻意安排
凭感觉去亲吻相拥就会很愉快
享受现在 别一开怀就怕受伤害
许多奇迹我们相信才会存在
死了都要爱
不淋漓尽致不痛快
感情多深只有这样才足够表白
死了都要爱
不哭到微笑不痛快
宇宙毁灭心还在
穷途末路都要爱
不极度浪漫不痛快
发会雪白 土会掩埋
思念不腐坏
到绝路都要爱
不天荒地老不痛快
不怕热爱变火海
爱到沸腾才精采


Monday, March 17, 2008

Sometimes I consider myself hopelss... because I make the same mistake many times !!! but I know God always love me and you... we need to admit our sins and come before him whole heartedly and ask for forgiveness... he will forgive us but... I know my sins are still there but it's just the love from God is so overwhelming that he see us with love not with anger... "I wanna say sorry to you God everyday because I sin everyday... I am sometimes disgusted with myself but after thinking how much you start to love me even before the creation of time make me wanna just lay down my knees before you and just say - thank you my Godly father, even if one day I get judged for my sin I will accept the consequence but I thank you for love me... please give me and others the strength to live a Christian life... many things I have to consider (study, work, love ect) I lay them all before you and just pray that give me the wisdom to manage them one by one according to your wish... I will obey your wish even it's something my flesh and mental dislike...  because you are my savior my creator"


 




Sunday, March 09, 2008

This is one of my favorite English song... The end of evangelion - thanatos - if i can`t be yours... love the music love the lyric... so beautiful... it matches the mood of Evangelion... an animation that reflect the hopelessness of human being and the cruelty of life but at the end everything is renewed and revived...

Now its time, I fear to tell
I've been holding it back so long
But something strange deep inside of me is happening
I feel unlike I've ever felt
And it's makin' me scared
That I may not be what I (think I am)

What of us, what do I say
Are we both from a different world
Cos every breath that I take, I breathe it for you
I couldn't face my life without you
And I'm so afraid.
There's nothing to comfort us
What am I, if I can't be yours

I don't sleep, don't feel a thing
And my senses have all but gone
Can't even cry from the pain, can't shed a tear now I realise
We're not the same
And it's making me sad
Cos we can't fulfill our dreams (in the life)

So I must, let us break free
I can never be what you need
If there was a way, through the heart
Then I would find it I'd take the blows.
Yes, I would fight it
But this is the one Impossible dream to live
What am I, if I can't be yours.

現在,我害怕說出
我已經持有它,太久了
但有些奇異的事情
在我的腦海深處發生
我覺得不喜歡
我曾經有過這種感覺
它使我害怕
也許我不會是
我以為自己是的

我們是什麼,我該說什麼
我們是否都來自於不同的世界
因為我的每一個呼吸
都是為了你
沒有你我無法面對我的生活
而且我害怕
沒有什麼能保護我們
如果我不能屬於你﹐那我是什麼呢?

我不會入睡,卻感覺不到什麼
我的感覺已經失去
所有來自於傷痛的瘋狂
不會擦去眼淚
我意識到
我們是不同的
這使我傷心
因為我們不能
實現我們今生之夢

所以我必須讓我們分開
我永遠不會是你所需要的
如果有通過傷痛的路
然後我會找到它
我會經歷那摧殘
對,我會戰鬥
但這是一個
今生無法實現的夢
如果我不能屬於你﹐那我是什麼呢?



Thursday, March 06, 2008

This is my newest xanga song - The Power of Your Love (因你愛的大能)

Lord I come to You
Let my heart be changed, renewed
Flowing from the grace
That I’ve found in You
Lord I’ve come to know
The weakenesses I see in me
Will be stripped away
By the power of Your love

~ chorus ~
Hold me close
Let Your love surround me
Bring me near
Draw me to Your side
And as I wait
I’ll rise up like the eagle
And I will soar with You
Your Spirit leads me on
In the power of Your love

Lord unveil my eyes
Let me see You face to face
The knowledge of Your love
As You live in me
Lord renew my mind
As Your will unfolds in my life
In living every day
By the power of Your love

(repeat chorus twice)

And I will soar with You
Your Spirit leads me on
In the power of Your love
(repeat)



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